I close my eyes and search for your face in my memory. I can not lie to myself and convince my heart that I am done with you.
I can not find any excuse to hate you. I can not pretend you are no longer important to me.
If I am being honest, I am searching for you in every people who show interest in me. I make myself believe that I can replace you with anyone of them.
But maybe I am wrong. There is no one who can take your place in my heart. You are the only one I think about when I am alone.
You are the only one I want to be by my side. My life is never the same without you.
And I keep thinking how everything is so much better when I am with you. I know you are there to protect me.
You are always there when I need you. You are always there to rescue me when I am scared.
I keep telling myself that time is going to help me erase the memory of you. But I am not sure if I want that to happen.
I am not sure if I want to arrive in the future still lying to myself that I no longer care for you.
I am not sure if I want to ever stop loving you. I can not stop thinking about you. I can not shrug off the realization that maybe I do not want to let go of you.
Maybe I do not want to forget you. Maybe I still want to be with you. Maybe I am losing my mind.
The sun comes up
I think about youThe coffee cup
I think about youI want you so
It’s like i’m losing my mind.
The morning ends
I think about youI talk to friends
I think about youAnd do they know ? it’s like i’m losing my mind.
All afternoon
Doing every little choreThe thought of you stays bright.
Sometimes i stand in the middle of the floorNot going left
Not going right.I dim the lights and think about you
Spend sleepless nights to think about you.
You said you loved me
Or were you just being kind ?
Or am i losing
Losing my mind ?All afternoon
Doing every little choreThe thought of you stays bright.
Sometimes i stand in the middle of the floorNot going left
Not going right.Or am i losing my mind ?
You said you loved me
Or were you just being kind ?
Or am i losing my mind ?
Or were you just being kind ?
Or am i losing my mind ?
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind.