Despite all that has happened to me in 2017, no one really knows about it. Because other than my family, which has always been close, I have pretty much forgotten about the rest of Society.

I could care less about Society.

Anybody who knows me, knows that. I have never been a people person. I do not have the patience or mediocre levels required to play the games of the tribe.

But despite all that has happened to me in 2017, all the fuck ups, despite all the things that I wish should have gone differently, despite all the blows life has thrown at me, there is one thing I can not do: I can not give up.

No matter what happened, no matter how many thought I have fallen, now matter how things seemed to be unresolvable, no matter how unwinnable the game looked.

I took the possibility to rise stronger than before, to break the shackles, to be free, and tell my inner demons to fuck off; I am kicking life in the cunt.

Victory takes courage, strength, and determination, it takes will and desire. If you want to win you need to develop a strong will to win.

If you have a strong enough will to achieve something, you will find a way to reach it.

Victory happens inside of your head. If you really want to win, you need to have a burning desire to win, big dreams and a vision of where you want to be heading.